Life is hectic.
Life is crazy.
It seems like it is such a whirlwind sometimes, going from one thing to another.

I picture myself at a beach. sitting. relaxing. at peace. To be still and know that He is God.
To listen to the waves crashing against the shore. To close my eyes as I feel the comfort and warmth surround me. To not have a worry in the world. To hear the Lord speak " I am proud of you my daughter. I love you. Trust me"




I choose peace.
I choose joy
I choose to hear him in the midst of it all.
Please speak Lord, for I am eager to hear you...I am hanging on every word you say..

I am so blessed.
I am so thankful.

Distance.

Tension. Confusion. Insecurity. Doubt. lies. critical spirit. anger. frustration. bitterness. questioning. rejection. discouragement. inadequacy. heartache. FEAR of people
Greater calling. compassion. comfort. boldness. joy. forgiveness. faith. authenticity. empowerment. life. freedom. power. relationship. fulfillment. peace. FEAR of God.

I fear failure
I fear the unknown.

I don't understand.
I don't understand why we choose to disobey God to obey people.
I try to move beyond judgment and move towards Grace.
I choose Grace.
I choose Forgiveness.
I choose Freedom.
I choose Love.

Lord help. I don't want to be distant from you. I give this to you.